I start here at the end
Always missing the bend
That will take me back
To that sleepy hollow
Of remembering
Why is that you evade me
Are you afraid of what I'll see
Something spurious or great
Will always taunt that choice
I never had
Maybe it's you that follows my fate
Never arriving earlier than late
To placate my insecurity
That made me feel special
Now lost
The beginning arrives anew
Dragging me back to you
Helplessly sensing your touch
To comfort me in my daze
And awake.